My first post!
As explained in my bio, I'm 25, getting married to the love of my life, who i'll refer to as M, very soon. I have a daughter, and I'm pregnant with my second child... We work full time, etc.. We seem very vanilla to the outside world, but that's just because people are not too understanding when it comes to anything that is out of the realm of "normal".
Truth is, I'm a cuckquean. It took me a while to figure out that there is an actual term for this lifestyle. To simplify it, my husband is allowed to have sex with other woman. Whenever, wherever, whoever. I not only allow it but it truly gets me off.. If I'm masturbating, I'm thinking about him fucking other women, knowing that they are enjoying his tongue and his cock, and that he is enjoying them. I do have to say that it hasn't happened in the flesh yet. He seems to always have women flake out on him at the last minute. However, he usually spends his days (when we aren't together) searching for a woman, texting women and sharing nude pictures as well. He has had phone sex with a few... and when we are playing with each other, he tells me in detail what he's going to do to these women.
Since we got together, we've always talked about threesomes. I'm bisexual, and I love to play with women. But I realized quickly that the reason I really wanted a threesome was to watch him please the other woman. Over a bit of time this evolved into me wanting him to find a playmate for himself. Someone to come over and take care of his sexual needs when I'm at work and can't do it.
From there, it just keeps evolving even deeper. I'm at the point now where I like the mild humiliation and I love for him to degrade me. Nothing gets me off harder and faster than him telling me he wants another woman more than me, and that he is going to fuck them better than he has ever fucked me.
So, this blog is our journey. Don't get me wrong, sometimes it's an emotional rollercoaster. Very rarely I'll have days where I'm questioning what the hell we are doing, but those days are very far and few between. This lifestyle, as you can imagine, isn't very prevalent, even in the kink/fetish community. There are a few cuckquean blogs, but there are many more hotwife/cuckold blogs. So I wanted to add yet another for anyone interested...