Saturday, September 3, 2011

Last night and the dream that followed.

So, while I still can't have sex, we played around last night.

M asked me if I wanted him to tongue fuck me the way he was going to tongue fuck C. He is so good with his tongue, so fucking amazing. All I could think about was how much C is going to love it. Then M was teasing me, rubbing his cock all over my pussy, it felt SO good and made me crave him in the worst way. He of course got into telling me that C was going to feel better than me, and that I was a dirty whore for letting him fuck other women... What really pushed me over the edge was when he said he was going to make C his girlfriend, and take her out when I'm at work, then bring her back to fuck her on my bed. Mmmm, I'm wet just thinking about it again!

Then of course he wanted me to suck his cock, but I was glad to. He was texting another girl, who we can call S. S is 18 (gotta LOVE the barely legals!), and he was desperately trying to get her to come over so he could make me watch him fuck her. I do believe he was also texting another girl that he met via, too. It made me feel so used, and it was incredibly hot!

Sometime this morning I had a dream about M & C. I came home from work one day when M was supposed to have been at work to learn that he had called out to fuck C all day. I walked into our bedroom and he had her spread eagle, tied to the bed while he was licking her pussy. He told me to take a seat and watch how a real woman fucks him. (This was one of the dreams that was SO realistic, I could feel my wave of emotions...) So, I watched... he brought his cock to her mouth and told her to suck HER cock. (her cock? I thought it was mine!) and she did, and I could tell she was better at it than I was by the way he was moaning ever so softly. It didn't last long as he untied her, and she mounted him in reverse cowgirl, so all I could look at was that tight pussy of her's gripping his cock. Then she started with the talk. She thanked me for his cock, and told me she loved fucking him. She said that the two of them have decided that his cock now belonged to her, but she'd still let me use it from time to time. I looked at him right in his eyes and he told me the same "this is C's cock now...". She told me that I couldn't keep him satisfied, but she could. As I accepted my new place in this, I was sad, but at the same time I was touching myself. He shot his cum inside her pussy and then he instructed me to clean off his cock. When I was done cleaning him up, they made me lay on the bed while C straddled my face so I could clean her pussy. What a huge load of cum I had to clean out of her, and she was using her fingers to scoop it out and put every last drop in my mouth....

And the dream literally ended there.... What a dream!

Where my mind is when he's at work...

Since M works so damn much, I can't help but want to make his day better...

Many wives would show up to hubby's work with a nice hot meal for lunch or something similar.

Well, I'd like to show up at his work to drop off a nice hot woman for him to play with in the backroom. Of course, she'll just have to be wearing a short dress for convenience! But how hot I would get knowing that when the store had no customers, he ran to the backroom to play with his fucktoy? Getting her on her knees to suck his hard cock, until he's so turned on that he bends over to fuck her nice and rough from behind... and how hot would it be if someone did come into the store, but her pussy felt so good that he just kept fucking her? Letting them listen as she moans as he fills her with his hot cum.... Then he can go back into the store to help, as she comes out behind him and takes a seat at his desk, while the customers are trying their best to pretend they didn't hear what was just happening... Mmmmm, I think I'll have to make this happen for him!!!

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Perfect cuckquean porn

Click here  for a great cuckquean porn, where the man forces his wife to watch him fucking someone else. It's so hot!

Dying for these two to get together!

Yes, the second post so close to the first! That's because this is the post I've been dying to write, but I figured an introduction post should come first!

There is one girl in particular that M talks to that he really wants. We'll call her C. C is a childhood friend of mine, best friends for I can't even tell you how long! A little over a year ago, M & C were chatting, and the chat turned dirty. Now, of course, M was telling me everything as it was happening, however, C had NO idea that I knew and M even made it seem like they were being sneaky. The conversation went on for hours. I still to this day think about things that they said to each other and it makes me dripping wet. C told him that she was told by an ex of mine that she could suck dick better than I could, she also told him that he would get addicted to her pussy and wouldn't be able to have her just once, he'd want her all the time. She sent him nude pictures, and I know he loved them. He told her in detail how much he wanted to bend her over to lick her pussy and ass from behind, how he wanted to fuck her hard and make her cum. Such an incredibly sexy, hot conversation. Their chemistry was out of this world! They made plans to fuck a few days later, when I would be at work.

When I got home that day, M fucked me and it was so amazing, I know he was fucking me, but he was clearly pretending it was her. However, somewhere right after we finished it hit me that my best friend intended on sleeping with my man behind my back, and that portion of it I was not prepared for. I flipped out, ended our friendship, etc... Hindsight is 20/20 and I should've waited just a day to say anything, b/c truth be told, I wouldn't have and I would've let it happen! Now, later that same night is when my first truly "cuck" experience sort of happened. I was crying b/c I was so emotional over everything that happened. While I was crying, M started touching me. At the time, I was out of sorts over what he was doing.. I stopped crying although I was still upset. He was rubbing my pussy and he said, "don't worry, I'll end it with her tomorrow, nothing will happen...", then as he kept rubbing me he said "but I was really looking forward to it..." He than moved down and licked my pussy, all the while trying to get me to change my mind, he started talking about her again, and how I should let him fuck her. I had just been crying over it, but here he was talking about her again. To anyone NOT in this lifestyle, that may make him seem like an insensitive asshole, but that is NOT the case at all. That was so long ago now, but I think about that moment and it makes me want to cum to this day.

Fast forward and I decided I was over it. I wanted him to fuck her. I gave him permission to contact her in anyway. Since that time he has spoken to her on and off, but she's been reluctant to agree, rightfully so. I talk to her again, I've apologized and explained, and I've given her my blessing to fuck M.

The past couple months he has talked to her pretty steadily. When he tells me that he is talking to her, it makes me wet. It is unbelievable what the thought of the two of them being together does to me. I want him to be close to her, to have her whenever he wants, and I truly want them to enjoy each other. He's made progress in the past couple days, and I bet she'll be riding him in no time.

With her, it's so different than with anyone else. I can honestly say that if he ever came to me about someone he was fucking and told me he was developing feelings or anything, we'd decide to end it. However, if it was C, I would embrace it, and I'd love to move her in with us, we can be sister wives ;). I'd love for her to be his girlfriend. I'd love to have him come home from work, walk in, and kiss her first. I'd love that he would be able to choose who's pussy he wanted that night, and it would make me cum when he chose her over me. I want her to tell me that she loves fucking him, and loves his cock and his tongue. I want him to tell her that she fucks better than me, tastes better than me and sucks his cock better than I can. I want her tight pussy filled with my husband's cum. This is what I crave the most from the two of them.

When we play with each other now, as soon as he starts talking about her, I can't control myself. It's literally such an amazing experience. I crave him telling me that he will have her pussy and that there is nothing I can do about it. How he'd rather be fucking her, but he is using me because she isn't around. He'll tell me that he bets she can ride his cock better than I can, and how he can't wait to have her, taste her and fuck her. I'm on pelvic rest right now, so we can't have sex, but the past couple days, I've been sucking his cock, and he always cums as he is saying how he wants to fill  her pussy with his cum. It gets me so wet knowing that even though I'm the one sucking his cock, it is the thought of her that is making him cum so hard.

This really only goes for C, though. Obviously I still want him to fuck other women besides C, but I wouldn't want them getting close, and I really don't think I'd want all the true "cucking" stuff from any other woman.

Can't wait for C to cum around :)

Welcome :)

My first post!

As explained in my bio, I'm 25, getting married to the love of my life, who i'll refer to as M, very soon. I have a daughter, and I'm pregnant with my second child... We work full time, etc.. We seem very vanilla to the outside world, but that's just because people are not too understanding when it comes to anything that is out of the realm of "normal".

Truth is, I'm a cuckquean. It took me a while to figure out that there is an actual term for this lifestyle. To simplify it, my husband is allowed to have sex with other woman. Whenever, wherever, whoever. I not only allow it but it truly gets me off.. If I'm masturbating, I'm thinking about him fucking other women, knowing that they are enjoying his tongue and his cock, and that he is enjoying them. I do have to say that it hasn't happened in the flesh yet. He seems to always have women flake out on him at the last minute. However, he usually spends his days (when we aren't together) searching for a woman, texting women and sharing nude pictures as well. He has had phone sex with a few... and when we are playing with each other, he tells me in detail what he's going to do to these women.

Since we got together, we've always talked about threesomes. I'm bisexual, and I love to play with women. But I realized quickly that the reason I really wanted a threesome was to watch him please the other woman. Over a bit of time this evolved into me wanting him to find a playmate for himself. Someone to come over and take care of his sexual needs when I'm at work and can't do it.

From there, it just keeps evolving even deeper. I'm at the point now where I like the mild humiliation and I love for him to degrade me. Nothing gets me off harder and faster than him telling me he wants another woman more than me, and that he is going to fuck them better than he has ever fucked me.

So, this blog is our journey. Don't get me wrong, sometimes it's an emotional rollercoaster. Very rarely I'll have days where I'm questioning what the hell we are doing, but those days are very far and few between. This lifestyle, as you can imagine, isn't very prevalent, even in the kink/fetish community. There are a few cuckquean blogs, but there are many more hotwife/cuckold blogs. So I wanted to add yet another for anyone interested...

Enjoy ;)